Thursday, December 27, 2012

white knuckles

I guess nothing beats the feeling of knowing that the worst incident/ person ever had past.
Now is the time to welcome the great / enjoyable one.

Karma.Believe it or not?


Monday, December 24, 2012

christmas



     This Christmas.Last Christmas.Next Christmas.Next next Christmas.
I hope I can celebrate every Christmas with my beloved family.
:)


Graduated, I wish I get myself a job soon at any hospital.
Cant I just sit down and relax.NO INCOME luhhh!
July 2013 please come faster okay?

take care and live like we gonna die young,peeps!
xoxo






Sunday, December 16, 2012

alcoholic

I might not be that wild but I adore the feeling of getting drunk,headache,plus mild suffocate.
And the dance floor to escape to a wonderland.
OOPS!








Monday, December 10, 2012

narrows it down

I get more flattered when someone appreciates as being nice and kind rather than being attractive.







Thursday, December 6, 2012

shine bright



6th December 2012.

I wish for a good timing for the sake to start it as I never experienced it before.
But I can only wish because I am scared at the same time.





Saturday, December 1, 2012

in my arm




Thankyou.
Some people's voice are not the perfect pitch but it calms and make me secured.
<3 p="p">

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

deal with

呆在这个小地方2个星期了。
每天接触的除了病房,病人,医护人员,药物,再加上自己的小房间,Facebook。
我想也没有其他值得提起的东西。

突然想快点毕业。
想让自己接触更多事情更多人,要去一个人的背包旅行。
就算这些都需要一点时间,至少买给自己一本好书。只可惜这地方实在太小,小到一间可以买好书的店都没有。

世界那么大。我也要用眼睛用心去看世界不然真的对不起自己。




最近的ICU实习果然领悟良多。
四个字送给每一个阅读这篇NEW POST 的朋友:能吃是福!





Friday, November 16, 2012

joining up the dots

To make it real,it is never easy but at least we are trying to maintain.


5 weeks,and then BYE!





Monday, November 12, 2012

lost and found



:)
My smile never fade while seeing those pictures and reading the messages.
I gain ,I lose and then I gain.
I know I might lose something the next moment but yea,what comes around goes around.







Tuesday, November 6, 2012

那就好

有些人不珍惜你两次,同样的事情也会再发生。

什么叫再回头?我想你的脑袋有问题。
我的生活只要没有你就很美好,不管明天跟谁走在一起。







Monday, October 29, 2012

illegal thoughts

Highly confident and I must win in this match.
[once in a life time and I believe that there's no more second chance for me in the future]












Monday, October 22, 2012

invincible





Apparently I am getting used to my posting life here.
Housemates.
We work,we play,we sleep,we prank on each other,we have conflict,we strut,we cook,we watch horror movie,we scream like nobody's business.
Everything we do together.

2 more months...Hopefully everything goes well in this last 2 months.


A person may scared of hamster or frogs nevertheless she might dare to speak in front of hundreds of people for 15min.
So never ever humiliate.
HAHAHA!




Monday, October 15, 2012

go rough

Pulling my heart back.
The time is not now.
:)


P!nk FT. Fun
(Aww this is one of the kind when they are going for a high pitch!!!)




Sunday, October 14, 2012

come clean



This is the second day staying at a new place--Kuala Pilah.
I need time to adapt.
No heater.No washing machine.No chinese food.
Argggg.Why are we moving to this rural place during raining season?
:/

Alright,be patience.
This 2 months is gonna passby fast.
I do miss Inti alot.



Saturday, September 29, 2012

星期六

生活就像一台相机,对焦在重要的事情上,捕捉每一个精彩时刻,从挫折中成长,如果这次做得不好,给自己多一个机会,将下一张照片拍好。



我不过还是那个习惯默默耕耘再加一点点低调的人。
就算当了一年的主席,本性也还是不改。
改不改又有什么关系,反正自己喜欢就好!

:)


Wednesday, September 19, 2012

no longer sleep


I wish I am being forgiven.I wish we both are.
It was just a beautiful  nightmare which happened without any signal.
PLEASE FORGIVE AND I WANNA FORGET.




Friday, September 14, 2012

dispatched







But at the same time,I know that I am so important to somebody else.
I WONT LET YOU DOWN.



Sunday, September 9, 2012

titleless

Don't chase people. Be you, do your own thing and work hard. 
The right people who belong in your life will come to you, and stay.




Thankyou,I learn so much in that relationship.
So mnay things just happen out of expected.
its time to being myself and treat myself better.

Life goes on and dont stop believin'!











Sunday, September 2, 2012

V & D



Not an all-rounder?
Its fine.Not everyone can be I think.
I am going to find my own value in my life before stepping into 22nd years old.

:)
I wish this September will be a very impressive one at least I can impress myself.





Friday, August 24, 2012

空间

‘先要有自信,才不会让自己变得那么卑微。’

Friday, August 17, 2012

the right

Pissed off?
Think of yourself whether you did wrong or not at the first place.

Self reflect is sometimes relieving.




God bless!



Saturday, August 11, 2012

arms around




Updated my FB status by writing an emo one. What a stupid thing I have done.
I cant let my family and dear friends who I care about to worry me,so time to grow up and learn how to control my emotions.

Wise and EQ,both.



Friday, August 3, 2012

R.K.



只有那些在生活上遇到重大打击,可是还可以继续保持微笑的人才叫真正的坚强。
而真正的不幸人士不是那位得了乳癌又遭遇离婚的女人。

生,容易。活,容易。
生活,不容易。
请你们继续保持乐观好吗?










Tuesday, July 31, 2012

31st July




The feeling of conquer this twin-sharing room alone yet sharing this table with ants is sucks.


4 months to go.I dont wanna let GOD decides where I shall heading to.
I will be getting an answer soon.



Tuesday, July 24, 2012

paragon

Some things are meant to be forgiven.
Some people are there to care or give a shit.
With the name of FRIEND, I hope that he is doing good and getting matured day by day.



Tuesday, July 17, 2012

subtle

Too much of workload without a single penny been given is real mentally & physically torturing.
So in the future I wont be soft hearted to treat all the trainers like this,maybe?



Saturday, July 7, 2012

bulletproof

Hectic life is coming and its time to prove to others that you're stronger than they think.
Anyway I wish the fiasco doesnt happen out of expected again even the hardwork has been given...
:/










Monday, June 25, 2012

deviation

Thanks for making me laugh, threw me up to cloud9 and building the pleasant memories for the past 3 days.
You are just a little part of my life yet every little part will make some differences in our life.
\m/









Tuesday, June 19, 2012

cause I was all through

We dont always be the first person to be thought of by someone.
But I know I am blessed.
Cheers to my true friend and for my nadeje cake in his stomach!

Thursday, June 14, 2012

冒险

纵然不是因为生活太乏味,却总有些人值得让我们去冒险。
不需要很华丽,值得就好。
:)






*Yun Ru*

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Margarita

The feeling of getting tipsy & HIGH is very good and I knew it when I am 21.
HOORAY to glasses of Cocktail!
sober









Tuesday, May 29, 2012

flash begins





Generally I hate no one,unless that no one kill me.
So dont overthink and probably I just dont take initiative to find you to talk to and unfriend you in FB.




Monday, May 21, 2012

on the prowl

If the time can go faster a bit because I cant wait to grow up and start to work.
                                                     







Tuesday, May 15, 2012

tsk

A little sacrifice needed ,to keep everything in a balance way.
Ya,EVERYTHING I HAVE NOW.
 




Saturday, May 12, 2012

五月天

幸福不是必然。
我的职业病又要来了!



Thursday, May 3, 2012

生命线

曾经妹妹问我会不会有某个小学已不在人世了,我说不可能,我们还没有老啊。
我的小学同学,
10年前我笑说他手掌的‘生命线’太短,虽然我的也没有很长。
上课每次很有缘份坐在我隔壁,互相合作作弊的画面现在还很深刻。


可是昨天急流带走了你。
连伟大的梦想也一并带走。
生老病死,你跳过了中间2级。生命? 意义?



今天我在他的面子书上写了一句
RIP,my friend. :'(


为一份短暂而美好的回忆。默哀。

Friday, April 27, 2012

larger than life




Excuses and lies are made to let people staying foolish and 
postpone the time to made a decision...

Saving!




Tuesday, April 24, 2012




:)

I feel like in heaven.
Staying in an air-cond room.A small fridge beside me with an ice-cream in it.
Ohya,still has some hotdogs and margerin.
Meanwhile,reading Sidney Sheldon's masterpiece.


GOSH.
I Love my life!





Monday, April 16, 2012

candid

I cant give it a go when I have no confident.Not even half.




Wednesday, April 11, 2012

the only way is up






Tuesday, April 3, 2012

解脱

只有在生自己闷气到想爆炸想哭的时候有个人突然说我帮你咯就会觉得这个世界我最幸运。

I dont tell anyone including those my committees my problems.
Thus they dont know and they cant help me.
Indirectly I do everything myself and angry of myself.
This is how I treat me myself and they are not able to learn.
Whenever.Pause for a few moment,sacrificial is needed because I am at the top of this hierarchi. 

:X


April April April.
How I wish you can be tasted like a Dove Chocolate!

















Monday, March 26, 2012

两好三坏

总是要在主动与被动之间挣扎一下子。
这就是游戏规则之一。


无所谓,日久见人心。
值得的总是值得被等待。








*韵茹*

Friday, March 23, 2012

yes.life line

One of the events in Inti for me finally ended.
I reached the peak and showed myself and others I can do it.

A higher peak I can reach, I believe.


Time to focus on study.
Dull. Ya.
Yet cant I erase the aim.
:))




Sunday, March 18, 2012

dot com



Meaningful lyrics somehow. :)


I like the drawing on the top.
Cheerio! =)







Saturday, March 10, 2012

个体

因为要离开一个待了3年半的地方了,
所以很多事情也放下了。没有什么事情是不能放下的。都是个人心境问题。

除了一点:我还是不甘心不能完成一个TERM的主席!!





Tuesday, March 6, 2012

quando quando



Exactly.

And not really.